destructive

Party animal

Ph-ed again on sat. Celebrated xuelinglingling’s bday at king louis(-.-) before heading down to ph.

The night kinda sucks. First, I knew something abt kazua. & ya, I will not see him for the next 1yr2mths or 2yrs. My pillar is going in. I will miss him hell lots. But I know I can’t wait for him. I know I can’t. & he know we can’t be tgt. That’s the reason he is not making any moves.

Anywayy, lewis, louis & my 3 happy pills were all at ph that night. I know lao tian ye. You love me. I appreciate it for your help.

Had a super long chat with keon. & then with kazua. & surprisingly, louis txted me when he went home.

Okayy. I didn’t really have a good weekend. Still, I’m happy for my bbg. FINALLY 21 HURHURHUR