destructive

Party animal

Ph-ed again on sat. Celebrated xuelinglingling’s bday at king louis(-.-) before heading down to ph.

The night kinda sucks. First, I knew something abt kazua. & ya, I will not see him for the next 1yr2mths or 2yrs. My pillar is going in. I will miss him hell lots. But I know I can’t wait for him. I know I can’t. & he know we can’t be tgt. That’s the reason he is not making any moves.

Anywayy, lewis, louis & my 3 happy pills were all at ph that night. I know lao tian ye. You love me. I appreciate it for your help.

Had a super long chat with keon. & then with kazua. & surprisingly, louis txted me when he went home.

Okayy. I didn’t really have a good weekend. Still, I’m happy for my bbg. FINALLY 21 HURHURHUR

Party like a rockstar

Neverland-ed on tues. Drunk like a dog. Not niceeeee. Powerhouse-ed last night. Happy bday my dear girl. & yup, lao tian ye love me so much to let me see lewis & louis. Thankyou huh. & on the same bloody day, I met gerald & kazua. Woot. I’m such a nice girl to receive all this fucking treatments!

Don’t hug me when all you wanna do Is leave me.
I’m fucking sick of all those lies. Fuck you for making me happy for 2weeks & suffering for the next 2.

Tomorrow is

Wednesday. & I’m working ): no more ladies night for me. & you. Find some other girls to date.